the part that stands out to me the most is you being pushed in a wheelchair. the first thing that struck me was to ask if lately you've felt like you aren't in control of your own actions, that someone is forcing you in directions and you can't stand up for yourself for one reason or another. you said you were unrestrained, so perhaps it's a decision you agreed to or made on your own. it doesn't even have to be a person forcing you one way, especially since you said you couldn't see who was pushing you, so it could just be a private choice you made which isn't going well now. things being blurry off and on could mean sometimes the reason for doing something becomes less obvious, but when your vision returns to normal then your reason for doing something is realized again. the voices... I'm not so sure about. I think they go along with the being pushed aspect, like people are making decisions that you don't have a say in. I don't know what the words on the sign mean, but being hand lettered says that it's not something permanent yet, nothing has been installed as a fixture expected to remain for a long time. the sign could change at any time, someone can cross something out and rewrite it. the people slumped over and not really moving might represent other peoples apathy. I'm starting to loose the zone right now so the part about people being apathetic I don't feel so sure about, and the rest of it I don't think I could translate, other than the doctors smoking sounds to represent disjointedness, you don't expect doctors to smoke, so they seem to represent something happening in your life that you would never expect to see, that doesn't make sense when you look at it.
I know you didn't ask for an interpretation, but I felt so strongly about some of those aspects that I had to say something. I love you MerMer, I'm sorry you had such a scary dream. I wish your subconscious could have come up with a better way to sort out things, but then I guess it succeeded in getting your attention. I hope you feel better about it soon.
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I know you didn't ask for an interpretation, but I felt so strongly about some of those aspects that I had to say something. I love you MerMer, I'm sorry you had such a scary dream. I wish your subconscious could have come up with a better way to sort out things, but then I guess it succeeded in getting your attention. I hope you feel better about it soon.